not sure...

i am feeling reflective at the moment... mainly due to the fact i am alone and so time to think is the only thing to do...
The Jaxx were great last night... tho i did get my camera taken off me from the stupid bouncer bloke half way through own fave tune 'hey you'... which meant half the song was taken up with fighting with the bloke saying i wont take anymore pictures to then being taken out to put it in an office to be 'looked after'... so as a result i dont have any good pictures to so off... the thing that really bugged me is the fact that when i picked up the camera at the end of the night the other guy who had been looking after it had said he didnt know why the bloke had told me it wasnt ok as it wasnt a professional camera! GRRRR.... it seems i really could have taken pictures if the silly silly man wasnt on an ego trip!!
Still the gig was good... and the drive wasnt bad either!!

So what else...
my head isnt in the right space to share... im off home to watch some crap on TV... ta ta
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LISTENING TO- Radio one Zane Lowe evening show

money...

So this week i have continued my ebay obsession by selling things on it as well as buying...

money is very tight at the moment and so i have started to sell things!

Mind you i am only selling one thing... but i know it will sell so i cant lose... and it seems im not!

http://cgi.ebay.co.uk/sex-in-the-city-DVD-box-set-ALL-6-seasons_W0QQitemZ110061417642QQihZ001QQcategoryZ41587QQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem

It is my sex in the city box set... i only brought it about a week ago... but i want to watch them all and then sell them... i just want to know what happens in the end (DO NOT TELL ME! OR I WILL BEAT YOU WITH YOUR OWN ARMS!) and then i dont think i should own them so i will make sell them and make lots of money! (mawh har har har!)

OH and i have one hour until i am off the plymouth to see BASEMENT JAXX!!!

So excited! Not about going to plymouth but to see the AMAZING jaxx will rock my world!

love muchly

x

i had a few moments

well good evening, or good morning, afternoon or indeed day depending on when you read this!

So i havent said anything here since last wed and i was feeling the need to blog...

altho i dont really have that much to say...

i cant breathe all that well due to snot... i have a cold and its annoying, there is nothing i can do about it... grrrr

still lets give you something better to read...

PLYMOUTH watch out!

I am off to see BASEMENT JAXX on tuesday evening!!!

SO looking forward to it... the Jaxx are AMAZING!!!

Hopefully i will have some pictures to dazzle you with later in the week!

right i am getting tired and i need to wake up before i go to work!!

X

LISTENING TO- fat boy slim- That old pair of jeans

please note bellow...

ok so in my avoidance in doing work i need to be doing i have managed to work out how to put a funky game and a clock onto my blog page... now i feel the need to tell you all... (its at the bottom\/)

job done... dont need to say anything else...

cant go...

that would mean work...

x

LISTENING TO- KT Tunstall- Black Horse and a Cherry Tree

Back from the weekend

So its blog time again, I’ve been away for the weekend at the youth conference in Eastbourne… didn’t really get much chance to see the town, in fact even less than last year because I didn’t skive off any of the seminars… I did the full weekend.

But my real annoyance is the fact I missed Rob Bell, well most of him anyway, is an awesome blessed guy whose passion for God oozes as he speaks, its infectious and it turns out he was speaking to the early day youth workers (the full time ones who aren’t attending a college course which means they are able to get there for a day earlier!) So I have the CDs of Rob speaking… which is not the same but its all I can do about that!
But really over all the weekend was good, I got to catch up with a wonderful lady and a great friend Cat, God really does bless me even in her presents. We spoke about many thing, and worked through some of the rubbish that’s is whizzing about my head and by Saturday night I was able to clear and start again.
I haven’t been able to get over certain things lately, I kind of hinted at it about a week ago, and it took a 7 hour trip to the south coast with a good friend to see what God is doing… and its good, frustrating… but good.
Now I need to not even wait… but move on.
Live in the Lord my saviour… simple really(!)
Each day is a new, and I don’t need to let the day before hold on, I am safe already.

On another note I am stressing a little, dead lines are fast on the horizon and I am bored of even thinking about what to do, I know what I need to do…. Just need to do it, and I really don’t want to!

Ok must dash… need to do SOMETHING at least!
X
LISTENING TO- Crazy by Lucid

i heart muse

Ok i want this to be last blog i write for a while about the wonderful band muse... i think i am annoying some people (em) with my love for music which really does speak to my soul, i know people (em) are pretending to not like muse and get annoyed with me... but the pretending is stopping me from expressing myself and so i have decided i will back off and keep this blessing to myself!

im not huffy really, its fine! no really!

So the gig was amazing, words can not really express just how good it was, Holly and i were tring to work out which was the better gig this arena one or the one in london in the summer, and there is no comparison, two totally different gigs, both equally OUT STANDING!

The real highlight was invincble... how it should be the new anthem for the Church today... then there was the amazing blend and mix into supermassive black hole from invincble... i could rave on and on but just take it as cool, amazing, great!

X

LISTENING TO- Chris Moore in leactures (which are very good!)

only one thing to say....

MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE MUSE!

TONIGHT!! so excited, so need to work on the old essays... but it so not going to happen... i just have to hope and well pray at college tomorrow we get time off in the afternoon and my nice and lovely college friends dont tempt me with doing something more exciting than writing an essay.

But for now... MUSE!! i am a very fortunite lady, MUSE and basement jaxx in the same month oh the wowness...

right i need to do some prep for CU this lunch time

x

LISTENING TO- the Kooks- Ooo la ;)

at ems...

so i have finally made it to emma's house well flat to have a no doubt interesting evening and while we are being sad and looking at our laptops (the closest we are getting to college work is farting around on the internet, well not farting farting, that would be impossible without a mic, but you know what i mean!)
and i have come to ponder just how much i value my friends, tonight was going to be another night of free take away with my parents cos i thought everyone was busy... and em steps into the gap and now we are planning a top night of fun and frolics... i get to see holly and matt at probably the best gig of the week next tuesday which will be amazingly blessed...

after talking with em this evening i have realised just how much i try to reason and barter with God, i am really resentful about somethings that have happened in my life, and i want to wash over them in my own way, but i know that God wants me to place ALL of it in his hands and to give him the trust... but i cant no matter much i know and want to give him it all, how much i want to leave my past in the past and move on, i KNOW i can not solve my problems myself, it just wont work, God isnt even allowing me to try my own way cos i would dig myself an even bigger hole! i have so many mixed feelings about this God is awsome, he is my father who looks after me more than i know... yet i am in a huff cos i cant get it my way :)
well better go and show em just how you make proper links on a blog page
x
LISTENING TO- MUSE- supermassive black hole (not the whole song cos em got pissed off at it)

so i need to work

so with college and all that there comes dead lines and essays etc, however no matter how much i WANT to start early and in fact i am very nearly getting close to enjoying the reading lark... i still have no sense of urgency about it all... i do not want to leave it to the last minitue like i normally do... that is part of my learning style, however i do not really want to do that, i havent the time or energy to run my college work like that, however i am sat writing a blog, thinking about it would be good to do anything but what i need to do, ebay has never looked so good!

I dont really have the money to be sucked in the ebayland at the moment either!

i annoys me too the fact i have no idea if my grades and marks would be better if i didnt leave it to the last min to complete the essay.... but i do need to start getting realistic... WORK FIONA NOW!!

right... i do need to go... for any other reason than i have nothing else to say here...

but i think i will find a nice pic before i post!

x

LISTENING TO- radio one rubbish (i love radio one but every now again away they really do play some rubbish... 'smack that'... hmm nice(!))

count down...

ok this is hopefully one of only a few MUSE related posts...

BUT ONLY ONE WEEK TO GO!!!

come on holz and matt woop woop!!

x

LISTENING TO- shoot the runner- kasibian

i would like to say...

this lady is wonderful and amazing...

the one on the left that is...

x

LISTENING TO- wires by athelte

howdy... this working lark is all right!

well as the title says... working isnt that bad!

when i say working i mean writing something for my college fieldwork stuff... its a little late, but yesterday i had a revelation on how i should be writing how i need to write my essay thing.. hooray!

So i have very little money at the moment... but my love and passion had to be kept, at last the BBC's radio finally made the Live Lounge CD... and i bought it today, its amazing, love hearing tallent and these CDs are 40 tracks of it!

Its funny the other day a friend from college challenged me to ask if MUSE were my god...

I have to say... Muse are not my god, God is my Muse... (see what i did there?!)

Revelation in anything, i believe we can find a glimpes of God if we seek him, and music is my place... smile

x

LISTENING TO-The streets. Lets puch things forward (live)

Ok i am really just copying em... she used our picture in her blog... but i do love this pic and it was an amazing holiday... she puts it much better than me!
I just hope our next holiday more people can come!!
I am really just trying to entertain myself, i am sat in college and i am getting very sleepy... due to not the most stimulating leacture happening.... its a good subject, just not exciting!
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LISTENING TO-nothing but i wish i was maybe somthing by kasabein